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Lynn
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in sync with the master [ 11:17:00 pm ]

I guess, some doors open and others close at different points of our lives.

God is really very good to me..I woke up today to Him telling me "Don't let your tiredness stop you from serving Me." It was quite head-scratching to hear that at my waking moment..but it got to me anyway. I realised I had very little sleep last night, and I hadn't intended for that to be so. I was up reading and before I knew it, the clock struck two.

All through the day, I was looking forward to be able to get home early to rest and have a good dinner with my family. But close to knocking off time, calls were made and the decision was set to finish up urgent matters due this very night. It was really large-scale and I found myself just flowing with it, being part of the team to bring things into proper place. I reached home at 10pm instead but felt myself grown; a much bigger person now.

And things are taking a big turn for me now. Doors have opened while some others have closed. Study plans have seen changes, initally to my dismay, to make way for new beginnings at work. But I can see that everything is good, I'm still believing in Romans 8:28.

I had thought my reaction to not being able to study this year would be really strong. But looking back on the past couple of months, I came to realise how the inclination towards that path I had so wanted to take isn't that strong as it had been before. Could it be that our spirit knows more than our flesh, because it always desires to be in sync with God? I walked this path learning more of the current moment and season for my life.

If this is yet to be the time for studies, I'm not wanting to open the door. But definitely, the desire for education is still there.

I'm learning to trust and lean on the Master of the seasons.