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Lynn
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Not letting go [ 11:27:00 pm ]

The rain was whoa..heaaaavy today. But I was glad I took a cab today, it enabled me to
1) invite the driver to our Easter event (just felt I should hand him the invite) and
2) I was able to get into church and get those available brollies to do some sheltering business! :)

Anyway, many of us had cold (brrrr..it was) and soggy feet during the service today, I was so hoping mine wouldn't emit any smell! eww.

I was sharing with a couple of members today of the dream I had last night. It was so vivid, so real.

I had by my side (we were running) a very big man (he's strong, sturdy) who told me to jump into a river to cross over to the other side. It's like the Singapore River along Boat Quay and Clarke Quay. I freaked out initially but didn't resist when he took me by the hand and jumped into the waters. It was so dark and I found it hard to hold my head above the surface. One time, I felt the waters hit my lips.. I was a little afraid, actually. The feeling of not being to touch solid ground wasn't good..but all the way, he (the big man) held my hand firmly. There were thoughts running in mind like "will he let go of me.." but we kept moving on towards the other side of the river and he never let loose his hold on me.

I was puzzled when I remembered this dream in the morning. It took me a while to piece it together. And I think the man in my dream (I couldn't really see his face..but I have a gut feeling) is really good-looking. :) haha, anyway..that's not the main point. I was really asking God if this dream had any meaning to it because I remembered crossing different rivers! twice at least, in the dream. And it was so real. I could literally recall the feeling of me in the waters.

Then, what He showed me really amazed and surprised me at the same time. I came to realise that the dream showed how God is that big man in my life who won't ever let go of my hand. Through the times when I tread upon the waters in my life, though they are unstable, He is my anchor of hope. When I have to swim across deep waters to get to the other side, He will be there with me. He is in it with me. And yes, there may be times when I'd wonder if He'd let go but the thing is, He won't.

I'm super encouraged by this dream. I know you all read so much just to come to this line. ahahah..I'm sorry, I just had to get it all out in words. It serves as a future reminder to me. :)

Thank You Lord, for not letting go.